I feel really upset that my HSI experience is almost over. I never thought I would so sad about leaving. The first week dragged on and I thought it was going to last forever. After that it flew by. I cant believe that these three weeks are coming to an end. The part that makes me the most upset is thinking that I will never be able to participate in this camp again. It was a once in a lifetime opportunity. I have so many favorite memories here its hard to describe them all. One of my favorite memories was ordering pizza with Hannah and Emily. We sat in their room, listened to music, talked and just ate pizza. Another one of my favorite memories was the field trip to the Snowy Range Mountains. It was so beautiful up there. Plus we had the coolest PC drive us. Jose was singing with us, and listening to music with us the whole drive up there.
This whole experience here at HSI has made me appreciate the simple things in life. The little things that everyone takes advantage of. I’m also going to miss my team. We all have become so close. HSI has by far been the greatest experience of my life. I’ve learned to become more outgoing, independent and how to just live in the moment. Last night was our last seminar and that was very sad. I really liked my seminar leader. His name was Robert. We wrote letters to ourselves and turned them into him. In a year he is going to mail those letters to us and I think that is neat. I really appreciate that.
When I get home my head is going to be spinning with all the stories I have to tell from HSI. So much happened in these 3 weeks it will be hard to talk about. Also, it will make me miss everything and ill probably start crying. I made a lot of new friends and I hope we stay in touch for a long time. It makes me sad right now thinking about how today is my last day I will ever be in this class. I’ve learned so much in this class. It really opened my eyes to a lot of topics that I’ve never thought about. For example, the news. I have no idea what is going on around the world today because I never watch or listen to the news. I’m going to miss my teacher Kristen too. She is one of the most down to earth teachers I’ve ever had.
I’m also going to miss my other teacher Meg. This is her first year teaching and I hope she does it again next year because I know everyone will love her as much as we did. That class interests me because we talk about a lot of things that I’ve been questioning the last year. Like sleep disorders and lucid dreaming. We got to take a fieldtrip to a ladies house that has a studio in her house. We meditated and learned about meditation. It was such a good experience!
Tonight is going to be an emotional night. It’s going to be a lot of fun but on the inside everyone knows it our last night together. I will cherish these past three weeks for the rest of my life.